Levanter

Seeing Levanter, was like, visiting with my older self. Yet, through this painting, it seems like, my older self, had a message for me.

I walked closer to my work, and read the words that I’ve written in the painting. And found them to be the reminder I needed:

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New Art: Vital

There is definitely a transformation going on. And I am here for all of it.

Transformation is always first, an inside job.

It usually takes a long time before the fruits of one’s labor to become seen.

But, nonetheless, the transformation is happening.

Stay strong.

Keep going.

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Drafting Ideas

Like everything in life, there are phases and seasons. Nothing is forever.

Change is ever constant. Life is always moving forward.

One of the best advice, I’ve received as a mother, is to enjoy each moment and each phase because the time goes by so fast.

Well, now, Harry is getting bigger, taller, and transforming into his own person. And now I get to spend this time in the studio, thankfully, with him.

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Family Date: Part 2

Mark laid out a blanket, and opened up a lunchbox he packed for us, consisting of animal crackers, salmon, bagels and brie, with ice cold water.

It was a quiet moment. We did not talk much. But the silence was peaceful and natural.

We just took in the warm, breeze, and the combination of the tranquility of nature and the hustle sounds of downtown Houston.

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Family Date: Part 1

Live music, during the lunch hour.

The crowd silent, all eyes, energy and attention present.

What does music do for you? What is it about a composed song?

This moment, with everyone transfixed and in tune, with this shared experience…all of our souls connect, reminded of our true nature, that stems beyond this world of tribalism and survival.

Moments like this, reminds us, of why we are alive.

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Today is "the" day.

I made a post recently, about how being joyful and having gratitude can at times feel counterintuitive, especially during times of sorrow.

But hearing this bird begin its morning routine greeting the sun with a gift— a sweet gift for all who were near could enjoy. It made me question my own attitude for this new day.

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Wave of Creation

Every now and then, Harry strays away from his coloring books to contribute important crayon and scented marker contributions on my abstract works in progresses. Many of these contributions are graciously welcomed in the studio, while I try to ensure safety of the works that I desire to preserve.

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Add + Subtract

I’ve always been an admirer of street art.

I love seeing walls that contain years of decay, and the several layers of shredded poster art, deteriorated over time from the natural elements of the environment , the weather and with the adding and subtracting of new media.

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New Work: Eternal

The feeling of “it’s done,” isn’t always so clear.

When I am unsure, I have learned to stop, and allow the work to sit—often times in the background.

My unconscious mind, is still contemplating the piece, considering which move, if any is next.

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New Work: Glad & Grateful

There is something calming about these two works…and also cold.

I’ve had more some people comment to me that these two works look like “ice caves.”

And ironically, there is something very peaceful about ice and snow, and solitary about an ice cave; but it’s also not for the faint of heart.

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New Work: Triumph & Necessary

With a large scale work, there’s lots of space to explore, to expand, to try different things. But with a smaller work, one must have a vision; and in my case, one must take time to see what will come of the piece.

This time, may seem inefficient; but it’s so important. Time informs us. Time gives us unique and a broader perspective.

Ideally we grow wiser, possess clarity, and then confidence to pursue further.

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Black Coffee, Brown Sugar

Every now and then I switch up my coffee game to this classic: Bustello dripped coffee, black; and 3 -4 teaspoons of brown sugar. My coffee is strong, yet sweet, where I can really take in the natural flavor of the coffee itself.

I tend to crave this version when I am feeling active, ready to be productive that day.

And today was no exception.

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Personal Art Project

“I hate wasting paint. Enter rusting ironwork that decorates our backyard fence. Time for a pop of color. :)

I decided to use some left over paint colors from working in the studio to touch up some faded yard decor. “

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Art Installation

One of my favorite things, that make me so happy, although, requires lots of clean up… is my son establishing various "art installations” around the house.

Lately, my son pulls out all of our aluminum mixing bowls, of all sizes and arrange them in different patterns on the kitchen floor.

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Resolve

When naming a piece, I wait until it's completed and give it a name that resonates with me for that particular work.

With my paintings, I sense their energy. Each have a distinct personality that I desire to absorb and incorporate into my psyche.

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A Good Day

With this process, there will be brand new works in the very beginning stage of its development, then many in that awkward, early stage where it does not resemble anything of beauty or order. There will be works that are maturing, forming their own personality, providing my subconscious ideas of where that painting desires to go, and who that painting desires to become.

And then, sometimes if I am lucky, I receive the sense, that the painting is finished.

There is nothing left for me to do.

I just feel like it is, what it wants to be.

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